Of Lies And Deception

I can handle the truth, can you?

I can take on anything, can you?

I will do whatever it takes to make me happy, will you?

I will do whatever it takes to achieve my dreams, will you?

I know what I want, do you?

I can imagine the future, can you?

So what’s up with the lies, the weaknesses, the random bouts of emotional outbursts? If these don’t mean nothing at all, what are we doing here?

If they can happen to anyone, if those times are not special, if those moments amount to nothing, then tell me really, what is -that four letter word-? Define it for me. Its prerequisites even.

… But do we have to be so scientific?

Can we make any sense out of it? If any?

Blah blah.

I really have no need for so much bullshit in my life, seriously. But still, I’m like, it’s worth it. It’s worth it because I say it is. I insist it is. I am so fucking determined and persistent when I want to, in spite of myself.

And THANKS for the lies and deception. I mean, they make me grow up. Better. Stronger. Faster. It will be an invaluable lesson.

Blah blah……..

~ by God is a Girl on March 4, 2008.